Suicidal Thoughts
Can’t take it anymore? Exhausted of reminiscing each of the pain you felt? Having a thought of giving up and leaving everything? Couldn’t endure one more pain? Wanting to hurt those who made you feel like crap but can barely do a thing? Then you certainly are running through suicidal thoughts my pal.
I am no therapist who can assist you but I could be a way to your next move. I’m just just a person not important to any of you, a person who’ve been through what you’re going through this moment. Yes, I have been through suicidal thoughts too. Mind if I would like you to go through my story? If yes, I thank you beforehand from the bottom of my heart, You can be assured that right after you read this one, you might desire to change your lifestyle, if no, then look at those who have been through the same story but found a way out and enjoying life to the fullest rather than sticking about thinking suicidal thoughts.
Having Too Much Suicidal Thoughts?
My story about suicidal thoughts is far worse than yours. I sliced my wrist using a broken glass and it bled so quick that I cannot endure the pain it gave me. It truly led me to regret what I did and I was like, “Oh, I wish I didn’t do that!” Several minutes later the ache was getting even worse and it was actually painful and that it led me calling Jesus to aid me. Minutes later, someone arrived in the bathroom and brought me to the hospital. I didn’t know who it absolutely was as I was possessing blurry visions that time already but I remembered it was a person I realized, although not a member of the family. He carried me outside then I fainted.
While I woke up in the hospital from my suicidal thoughts that was taken action, I saw a light, and I slowly remembered what actually happened. I questioned the nurse who brought me there, and she told me that a filthy man came struggling while carrying me. I wondered who it was and I recalled the blurry image while I was inside the bathroom when he entered. It’s not my mom but it has a quite long hair as well as a beard. It’s not my father either because he didn’t want beard all over his face. However as I looked up the wall so I can check the clock, I identified the person who brought me, he was within a frame. And after that I smiled and said, it was Jesus after all. Since then, I worshiped and thanked Jesus that He rescued me. I realized that life is too precious to be wasted. Since then, every time I feel becoming poisoned by anxiety, pressure, ache and disappointments, the best antidote is to PRAY, nothing more, nothing less.
Reasons Behind Each Suicidal Thoughts
Do you know why God keeps on extending your existence up to this much and wants us to forget about suicidal thoughts? It simply isn’t because you will need it but simply because another person needs you. Be a blessing! No one will make a lock without a key; similarly, God won’t give problems without answers.
I’m your friend who can listen to your suicidal thoughts but God is your best friend. You can cry to me but God can dry your tears. I love you but God loves you deeper. You can hold my hand but God can carry you better. Enjoy God’s immeasurable love and live life to the fullest! Forget about suicidal thoughts and start out a new life!
July 22, 2011 | Posted by Jim H Torayno
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